Warm home the cocoon we all yearn for, to be in to be free of, to have or find.
Snakes slither bite and constrict the vision from dreams far beyond my time call that guttural fear that was hard to resist. Scare tactics from childhood I came away knowing all that I needed was some space to observe safely without force. What if that’s how to simply face the scary?
The first feeling of home a face comes to view the sweetest face I ever knew. True love that is so spacious a place to breathe comfortably. The structure expands beyond a place or space. The truth of a home I learned from my buggy boy.
I admire my father’s smile it was equal parts cool, brave, humble, it was dimensional. He reminded us to “be cool,” bravely step out there live, meet that person’s eyes and be authentic in your interaction. His smile was pure people could see his light before knowing his name it was felt. A brush with greatness.
Comforting heart like the fluffiest comforter, a soft place to fall and send all that you carry release from it all do they ever ask if the order is too tall?
Mother a word that by nature encase what kind of shape will we each take it to mean? The lineage of what ours was to us the passing on and the new passage creating always with heavy roots informing.
Harsh tones clank and squeak before we can hear an image of what the colors look like mixed against the gently perceived flow. Sand blows the colors mix chalk pastels that slap your scheme against the illusion of control.
The knowledge of our elders is one of our most sacred gifts. This knowledge is communicated through time shared, stories told, movements, feelings, energetic exchange, may we be listening.
Light like the breeze free through the see clear and received. Hear and being heard easy communication.
There are so many forms of love we are swept, sometimes the sweepers, sometimes we’re kept and sometimes the keepers, some hold so tight it never can grow but sometimes the light is too bright there are burns. But the one that creates space within you them its generative, nourished easy to sit with beside and not resist is the sweetest of all gentle love.
10 Words to form a life
Work harder. Achieve. Stay in control. Take care of yourself. This has been a successful method of ensuring my safety. I will not need to rely on the concept of family which may or may not be there for me. That loss is inevitable and people eventually leave you. Living this way with reservations always, leads to a permanent loneliness.
However with more deep breaths and acceptance of the love that does currently exist in my life. I am able to realize that what is present is actually more of this for me: more love, more belonging, close friends and a cherished family. I am fulfilled and comforted and held. My cozy house with central heat, my successful life, has brought security and safety. This has been the symbol of success that I needed. And what it symbolizes is the actual love and acceptance and belonging that truly fulfills me.
10 Words Become 10 Ideas/ Feelings
Mom confuses me. She claims such deep love, and yet I feel, not only unloved but unseen. Life is tricky, and full, and joyous. Sometimes it can be so pleasing to be human. Although, I often feel vacant. Animals always seem to have more substance.
I like to feel good. I want to feel good. I really love people. And they scare me a little. I’m never sure I can trust them. I suppose many have harmed me. Wouldn’t it be nice if life was just easy? Love helps, unconditional love heals.
Sunshine hits my face every day, every morning. Like a dawn breaks the sky in the morning, same way the consciousness breaks the dawn in your mind. Make sure it’s not cloudy so the sun can shine all over it.
Doom, the doomsday*, that’s what’s on my tongue*. What I want to say is, feel the moment, feel everything you can because you don’t know how much more you can feel before you move on, and all you do is try* not to feel what is, but to feel what isn’t. And that’s madness, it doesn’t work that way. If you’re sad, you feel the sadness even if you don’t want to ‘cause that’s what makes it go away, move along, then you create more space to allow anything else to come your way and there might be other things queued to feel, before there is open space to just be and allow what you want in there. In another words what is more desirable to you to feel.
Beautiful is the life we live in, wonderful is the river you bathe in, spiritual is the chair you sit in, it falls in together in to 1 light Its all the same, no reason to judge basically if you just could see everything like that
Home is the plane you’re in. It really is a feeling, but it is also a location, of time and space, Whatever you make of home that’s what it is. Make your feelings your home, whatever you’re feeling inside of you at any moment, is where you want to be, that’s what you came here to do. So who or what is deciding what I want to feel, what feelings I want to come my way? That is decided even before you were born, it was created by you, your soul if you wish, by whatever that asked to be created, it is that way for a reason and you can decide to just follow your heart, which is connected to this path of desires and feelings that ultimately wants to happen throughout your life time, and just go with it. Or you may do whatever you want. But ultimate if is the depth of feelings and purpose that you’re after, you follow the heart, there is no need to consciously come up with specifics, or even rough ideas to do anything, it all comes your way. That feels scary, so like I don’t create anything on my own? Yes and no. you did create it all just not the small you that you’re referring to. You can create as your small self on this plain if that’s what you want, but you know, it’s not what you want, you opened up for something bigger than yourself, so that means you sit back and follow your heart. But it feels like I don’t have a say, like I am NOT, I’m just in for a ride, I’m not holding the rains. That is not true, it means that you’re actually taking your higher rains in your hands and becoming your higher self. It’s your small self fearing that, and it’s because you spent most of you life operating from it, which now feels like that’s who you are, but it isn’t. You just practice to be your real you and the more you do it the more it’s gonna feel like you. Thank you.
Unheard off is the cry of weeping trees, or the scent of fallen leaves not what humans do, that’s all expected, that’s why they are what they are. Don’t worry about what other people are doing, you’re of nature, you answer to the nature, not humans.
You constantly feel or thing like there is a place to get you with your life, once you are there, everything is good and set, you’re fine with everything. But the promise land isn’t a place or destination, rather it is a state of mind. So how do you get there, I still feel like something is holding me down where I am in my mind, like if I just get somewhere good, somewhere where, where I can continuously do productive things to bring myself up as opposed to bringing myself deeper down, I just would feel better about life and myself. There is such a place indeed, but it’s already there within the reach, you just reach for it. How, what do I do? You accept the consequences no matter what they are. Like you created them on purpose to feel them.
Venture out, into the heaven into the space, no need to be confined within your mind and body just go out and have fun.
A classic example of tolerating pain is miss-perception that that’s what is needed to become strong, but the opposite is true, become so sensitive that you don’t let any spectacle of pain to go unnoticed, unfelt, so it has to come again stronger.
Generally within oneself is all the answer that needs to be there, there is no more reason to look anywhere else once acknowledged this truth.
It is inevitable that some things naturally fall off, sometimes it might feel like all or many are, tho let them, don’t intervene necessarily, no need to hold on to what’s not needed.
Dracula is the world trying to come out, why you ask? No reason it just does. The WHY and the reason isn’t always as important as you think it is
There could be a lot to say about the masculine portion of ones growing up, it essentially is needed for a specific reason and that is to learn how to operate on the go, on the action, if this masculinity is not going for it in life and it doesn’t serve as an idol or something to live up to then one is left wandering about, to seek the heights possible. If one has already reached the heights of maturing that were observed and doesn’t feel like they are fulfilling, one must define their own heights and levels based on one's basic ability to learn grow.
This blog post is the wonderous result of the class Solar Moon Press co-hosted with Healing Sun Energetics. It was a magical experience from which came much healing and many beautiful word creations.